They say every tri-athlete has one thing that is their least favorite aspect to the sport. I have been upfront that the water has not yet become my trusted friend. This sport is competitive, and most athletes won't tell you their secret. But, I am a newbie. So, I don't mind because I will find my way to conquer water.
Yesterday, I saw my new coach and his very helpful wife for just a brief time. I have spent a little time in the water with my coach. Hmmm. I will say that he won't let me swim with an anxious nature. Unlike me, my husband swims very calmly. I can never see out of my goggles. So, I've never noticed how my husband swims under water. I see him swim calmly on top of the water even in a lake. He can even swim fast with that very calm nature and a smile on his face.
I have been following my training schedule and doing my swims. But, as I was walking out the door, my new coach said, "Oh, I want to see how you're doing in the pool tomorrow." Several expletives suddenly crossed my mind. I've been following the training schedule. I think we should check out my running form which you've totally changed. That would be much more productive with speed and ability for running distance, I wished, not the pool! I need to work out some more pool kinks, first. By myself.
I didn't voice any of my thoughts, of course. But, he did say, "Don't worry about it. I want to make sure you aren't developing bad habits." I did worry for a while. I was scared. I swim alone, by myself. No one knows you swim scared when you are alone.
I see so many athletes who train hard all by themselves. I know them. We chat in the weight room, not knowing each other's names, run the same hill, alone. I see the same man every run. We smile at each other and say, "Hello" on the mountain. He's in great shape. He gets right back up when he falls just like I do. We finally meet the woman in the grocery who we've lifted with for 6 months. She has the sweetest nature... People who "just do it" but, solo. The problem with that is, we don't change. We can develop mental and physical habits that hurt us.
Kudos to you for your drive! You've got it! I am just saying, why not live outside the box with your drive?
Yep, change will be on the list, facing fear will be there, too... Oh well, we are used to that. How 'bout pushing it further? Join a group. Train with others! It can be fun! It can even make ya better. You might enjoy it more.
Helpful Hints to My Training:
Having good support (thank you Jim, and my 2 girls)
Getting a Good Coach
Joining a team